three days have passed
and not an utterance ive heard
the Dogs have stayed their tongues
the silence consuming all thought
no whimper nor snarl
no yipping or bark
they sit and wait
for reasons i am not sure
The Dogs of Twisted Tongue
not resting or wearied
but calm and quiet
beaded eyes scour the horizon
the setting sun stands them to guard
anxiously pacing and pawing
treading circles on my land
unceasing until the sun breaks to dawn
amidst a revere is when i understood it all
the Dogs have nothing to howl at anymore
it has taken three seasons to realize
why the nights' have been so black
an omission of thought
The Pack i
The Dogs of Twisted Tongue are on the warpath again
and this time
they've come with malaise to my home
the pack of mangy cur sniffing and snarling
scruff and tail standing tall
matted fur and bloodshot eyes
they are looking for a feast
for fear of disappointment
i provided for each of them their weight in mutton
snapping jaws
lapping tongues
devouring the meal
and they return each night
for twelve days on to satiate their hungry bellies
on the break of the thirteenth day
the muscidae arrive
destruction is imminent
decay is born in the mouths of these juments
i shall bide my time in silence
The Dogs of Twisted Tongue leashed
"another year wasted"
she said
another year indeed
but really, no really
what's just one more year?
its only money and time and energy and emotions and relationships and failures and promises and lies and sweat and worry and commitments and faith and dreams and fading memories and forgotten faces and ringing ears and sotted eyes and gasoline and smiles and compassion and fatigue and early mornings and broken hearts and bruises and headaches and shattered glass and black coffee and highway mile markers and green grass and cracked pavement and fountain pops and three packs a day and hours of worthless film and pages of knowledge and
the gates have been opened
little demons dart and dash around the periphery
Rion stands on wanton guard
and i proceed with caution to our mother's hanging gardens
fourteen souls across the rampart
they daren't scale our walls
Typhon's son lays in wait to the east
calling out to the gibbous moon
Halcyon cries the "all clear"
apple blossoms in full bloom
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The Mechanics of Flight by turkishworrell, literature
Literature
The Mechanics of Flight
i realize now it takes a sharp eye
to distinguish an angel from a bird
at such great distance
and the trouble with winged creatures:
they never are truly grounded
neither tethered or bound
(she will not have it any other way)
i hear her wings were clipped once
even then she managed flight
diligent toil
alabaster feathers kissed the earth no more
shes stretching her wings once again
(she has already planned the migration)
through no logic can i make sense of this
there is no reason i can find
no excuse
no nothing
just a whim
so lets go to war, baby
we can have it your way
lets pull out all the stops
break
I saw my reflection in a piece of broken glass today
And I think I truly saw myself
My eyes have become dark and vague
I chuckled a bit and continued to smoke
Watching myself
I realized I am no Draco
I am no Taurus either
Smoke curls around my face
But Ive not the strength to stamp or soar
Its been one long winter
Perhaps Ive just been cold the whole time
Two years fought in the Valkyries War
Has taken its toll on us all
My cracked hand approaches my cheek
Scratching the scruff on my face
I clear my throat and inhale the cold air
It smells stale in here
The coldest winter I can recall in a long while
I go t
transparent
lucid skin
taught
over frail
broken bone
a factitious grin
reveals execrable fangs
abhorrence drips
from each apex
a tattered cloth
of woven animus
clings
to wilting shoulders
ah, yes
the Somatopathic
07.24.2k7
my eyes awoke so early today
i wish the rest of me had
my mind sits in this coma
and i can hardly catch my breath
the days are so much longer
when my retinas beat the crepuscular conscience
droning through the early hours
i barely feel my feet touch the ground
my head hurts before the sun breaches the horizon
and as the minutes drag by
i can see myself blink
struggling to open my eyes each time
midday approaches
i thank God for the heat
the beading sweat on my brow
conceals the tears clinging to my lashes
the maladroit thoughts
the agonal respirations
the kecking and choking
vision blurs
my eyes close
time passes and pass
Forget Love: Act VIII by turkishworrell, literature
Literature
Forget Love: Act VIII
My eyes snapped open and suddenly found myself without my balance. Clawing at the outstretched arms of cigarette smoke, I couldn't catch their fingers and realized I was going to fall. I watched the ceiling roll down in front of me but the ground never greeted me. Everything is so slow now… I can hear my heart beat. The air is glittering. I can see—Ohh there's the fucking floor. And now there's my head, bouncing back off of it. Why the hell is my back wet? Jesus H., am I bleeding? That's fucking blood I taste. What the hell is going on here?!
Quietly resting on my back, I mulled over what exactly could be happening to me. A few things hi
Do you see that boy over there? Of course you do, but do you really see him? Take a closer look; bore down upon his lethargic body. Look at his eyes. Do you see the shoddy stitch work? I can only imagine the corroding needle used to sew the errant sutures. See the seepage absorbing into the coarse twine? Staining the white threads a scummy green, tacky, and macabre. The points of penetration look like rips and tears more than they do precise incisions. The dullness of the taper equivalent to that of a ball–point pen…imagine that gouging its way through your eye lids and back through the pudgy flesh below the socket. Can you see the salt
Consternation in the Progeny of Mettle
"live your life
so that in ten years
youre alive with no regrets"
it took everything i had
not to break down in tears
not to cry till my eyes bled
to stifle my trembling body
every bit of will
consumed in the silencing
of my tired whimpering
he could tell something was wrong
but i shook my head
and shook off the troubles
(for a moment)
he could tell i wasn't fine
but i bit my tongue
to redirect the torment
he walked away in discontent
what he said had not bothered me
his words were spoken with care
and concern
it was meant as a warning
and a path to guide me by
but i strayed off t
dawn is upon us
and as i watch the darkness
be whisked away
riding on the nocturnal remnants
of patchwork clouds
i wonder why i question
why i wonder
while the answers are screaming
in
my
face
but this ringing
in my ears
prevents perception
and blocks observation
in my mind
…
...View of Individuality by turkishworrell, literature
Literature
...View of Individuality
An Unparagoned, Diagnostical View of Individuality
Individuality…Is there such a thing? In my opinion this is a trick question. Yes we are all individuals. Yes, we all have our own unique personalities, but basically we are all the same.
The definition of an individual is a particular person, distinct from others in a group. Now supposing you designate the world as that group it would give you and entire group of individuals, therefore negating the whole preconception of the definition.
Because of this ambiguity, I do not understand everyone's obsession with trying to make themselves more of an individual. Sure, it spices up
A Painful Manifestation of Jealousy
bitter metal
and sweet kisses
all along the spinal column
so elegantly placed
in such a sporadic order
youd think it was a mistake
a poor man's misfortune
but i know better than that
each bent piece of steel
biting into the fragile flesh
of his upper back
with such ferocity no one
could believe or comprehend
the cold metal embedded
the hooks poking and prodding
some only interested in the dermis
other interested in the muscle
and a few look to the bone
grappling their metallic fingers
so tenderly into his torso
it's a wonder
he kept so silent
so still
so intently ignorant of their pr
algor hands cup his ears
can you hear the cry of the Halcyon
i hear Her lullaby
my heart begs me to listen
but my mind refuses sedation
this numbing atmosphere
chills to the core
searching for something pacific
finding dour discontent
let me collapse
i want to hit the ground
i want to sink beneath the waves
i want to fall asleep forever
i want to put an end to these days
the frosted grass
breaking under footstep
hes searching for that bird again
deaf to the soothing cry
looking for Her clarion
waking to the frore morning
shivering in its presences
he finds his cynosure
coursed to the end
his ululations shatter the bruma
my flesh hurts today
clear down to the bone
and i don't understand
how i let it happen
there was no "mood"
nor was there any intent
easily pacified
by a quiet sleep
instead i awoke
bruised and broken
teething at my flesh
almost to the point of broken skin
i let her gnaw at my tired body
(wonder if she could taste any blood)
endlessly though the night
she showed no signs of slowing
as i writhed under her touch
moving down to my sickened stomach
the primal instincts overrode my logic
and muted my protesting voice
asking question in rhetoric
i could not answer
(even though i tried)
clawing at my abdomen
i sighed with disc
It was a cold night in November. It seemed even colder after the horrible day I had. Work had simply sucked. I had become so tired of dealing with all the town idiots. Stupid questions about irrelevant topics were all that I had answered all night. I was walking back home from work along a mostly deserted street, a car here and there and a few shop lights to illuminate the asphalt. Most of the streetlights had either been burnt out and forgotten, or had been busted out by the numerous delinquents that lived nearby. As I passed an old store that had been out of business for many years, I noticed a shadowed figure slumped over against
The ten of swords, the hanged man-
One again, the prophecy reads that nothing
But the grace of god can save me,
Though reluctant to believe.
The pattern, the slight shift in matter, deceive-
And who am I, but a temptress in the sleeve?
Cant one tell, the difference between heaven and hell?
It is my reality.
And for you, your tricks, your intricate ability to perceive
Nothing beyond the realm of impossibility,
I give you no more than you have given me.
The steady strip of inhumanity brings me
Near to immortality between the sheets,
Without more than a whisper of commitment,
Or even a word of resentment, you gave me
But a g
I watch through
translucent eyes,
eyes that find, just in time,
the woes that fill my
heart with tears,
until it spills, still
burning and yearning for
for the years I watched
gracefully race by.
Dear brother of mine,
I cry through nights for you,
Your laughter and love
Still screams in my ears.
I wait for the second when
You return, but without such luck.
My mind is set for seconds of obligation.
I close my eyes and listen for
the repeated sounds that lure me to sleep.
Dull fires burning, and slow tears that burn more.
Another missed memory I watched walk by.
You on my wedding day,
And me at yours.
Missing all the t
Current Residence: Indiana Favourite genre of music: Industrial Rock/Trip Hip Operating System: Win7 Ultimate x64 MP3 player of choice: Winamp Favourite cartoon character: Bucky from "Get Fuzzy" Personal Quote: "Fuck a whole lot of that!"
Favourite Visual Artist
Alex Grey
Favourite Movies
Session 9
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Kula Shaker, Nine Inch Nails, Switchblade Symphony
Favourite Writers
Upton Sinclair
Favourite Games
Dynasty Warriors
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
one late nite, a pack of smokes, a keyboard and a wandering mind
I always find myself back here at 0430 and with nothing to ever say. Reading back through my old posts, I start to feel (aside from appalled from the text) very bitter. Not a lot of resolution from her situation. I suppose packing up and fleeing is easy than dealing with the truth. She's paid her pound of flesh though, oddly enough, not to me. But it will suffice I suppose.
I'm too happy to be any sort of a hack writer anymore. Good for all of us I reckon! So, I'll continue to post randomly once a year and call it a fair trade.
Turk.
Steel-toed Epiphany: sincerity wasted on a blighted mind never tastes more bitter to an open heart. not to say im full of kindness or sincerity, but it seems anymore that when i do act out of sincere reguards my efforts seem to be overlooked--no, more or less blanketed with things ive done wrong or not done completely. maybe i need to go to bed. yeah. go to bed. im going to :sleep:.